Dear Diary

2011-01-17T07:20:00.000-08:00

When I was lamenting about how sad my life is.
how tired I am.

I suddenly remembered what Mr Sim said.
We are all tired.
You can choose to continue, or you choose not to continue.

Of course, I am often stucked in shitty situations that I only have to choose to continue. Therefore, I will choose to continue.

Motivate yourself! ^^

okay. back to the report.

2011-01-10T08:05:00.000-08:00

MR TAN READ MY BLOG.

here you go, screen shot it and frame it up yo!
HAHAHAHAH.
Why do I have such cute and funny teachers!? :P

Gotta work harder.
Let's go !

2010-11-20T08:00:00.000-08:00

Day 4: Your favorite SJ Song
Happy Together!!!! ^^

This video is tears inducing~ TT_TT

heh heh!
Exams are coming, and I am enjoying life too much! ;x
Went to watch MEGAMIND.
heehee~ it was funny! and some parts boring :X
Reminds me of Spiderman.
and I think Megamind looks like Aladdin's genie lo!
only they warp the head. LOL.

And there are so many places to go next week!
meetings, printing, ikea, HPDH!
hmmmm. When should I start revising! >.<

off to bed......
Im so tired......

WAIT! HOW CAN I FORGET!
ME GOT THE TICKETS TO SUPER SHOW 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAAHHHAHHHA! IT SOLD OUT SO FAST MAN.
I AM SO SURPRISED THAT I COULD GET IT!
HAHAHAHAHAHHHAA. OMG. THE BLISS OF WATCHING THEM LIVE!
MOSH PIT SOMEMORE!! HAHAHHAHHAAHAHHAHAHA. I MIGHT JUST GET TO THROW STUFFS ONTO THEIR STAGE!!!!!!
CANT WAIT CANT WAIT. OMGOMGOMG.
EXCITED LIKE SHIT AH! HEH HEHEHEHEHEH!
Dearest God must have heard my prayer~ Thank you so much!
Its an once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for ELFS.
I know its expensive, I'm wasting my money......
But I swear this is the first time I indulged on myself, my fandom. SERIOUS. Heehee^^ ok, and I wont splurge for the next 2 months! :D
eat maggie mee everyday till my hair drops. LOL.
and it will most probably be the last.....(till 2012)
By the time SS4 comes, I would have earned more $$ and I can go again! :D

Love you all!
ok, I'm not sleepy alr!!! :X

2010-11-18T03:41:00.001-08:00

Live at Design Miami: Wouter Scheublin’s Walking Table from Designer Pages on Vimeo.

2010-11-16T03:44:00.000-08:00

It rained torrents today,
and I couldn't go home because I had no umbrella and my laptop's with me.

So I smsed my mom, but she's not home. :/
I called my brother, only to find out that he cant leave the house cos of his freaking stupid toe......

I was left under the void deck for 45mins, staring at the maids with umbrellas who walked by looking so smug cos they had one. -.-

& I really felt like crying. LOL.
the scene was so sad, like I'm some unwanted person. :X

anyway, my mom came to my rescue and ferried me across the road....

p/s: I hope I will fall sick or something, make them all guilty! hehehehehhee~

Day 3: Your favorite Sub-group
SUPER JUNIOR HAPPY!
They sing great happy songs~ LOL.

Should do my survey-ing now :/
bye~

2010-11-11T07:01:00.001-08:00

Day 2: Your favorite OTP
The 83-line~

LOLOL~
Guess Im really bored. --
needa pick myself up, and think positively!

Not feeling well these days.
Always have Headache.
Maybe I have Migraine? :<

2010-11-09T08:47:00.001-08:00

HEHHEEEE~
Lets do this! :D

30 day challenge!

Day 1: Your ultimate bias
LEETEUK OF COURSE. ;3

Who else man!? heeheheheee^^

So tired. Tuesday are tiring!
I seriously suspect Liverpool is coming.

I'm feeling good today!
Must be some hormones. ;P

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ :>

2010-10-30T03:52:00.000-07:00

Went back to WGS for Aexco meeting.
Finally saw all the members. Hee.

It was fun I suppose. :D
_____________

What does this look like to you?
It looks like a sushi.

Heh, pity I didn't really talk a lot. HEH.
Shy.
Anyway, there will be lots of events coming up to light up your lives.

The One Million Dollar Question:
Why do we go back to WGS?

PART II
A Bee flew into my room, and landed on my bed. ^^

GOSSIP ONLY! HAHAHAHA.

YAY, I have decided to stop one of my tuitions.
At least for the coming 2 months, so now I can finally enjoy my Sundays. :D
My dear long lost sundays......
Imagine the pain of waking up at 8am every sunday for close to 2 years.
Shall rest well on sunday, and then start the tuitions again next Jan. ;)
go visit A-ma. HEEHEE^^
So filial, What to do?

Shall try to go and do tutorials now . :/
IVF. MEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

2010-10-29T08:56:00.001-07:00

What can I do?

2010-10-27T09:40:00.000-07:00

How was your day today? ^^

I keep reminding myself to not offend Ms Teng. LOL.
At least till 20 Nov. HEEHEE ~

Shall go to work more often. HA.
just cant understand why.
maybe its just a phase.
Meh.

* Had a Twittversation (?) with Hyekel, Lina & Steph. HAHA.
Missed them loads, definitely.

KEEPING MY EYES PEELED.
You'd better watch out.

혼자, 영원히 혼자.
확실.

2010-10-25T08:50:00.000-07:00

Im so tired of being tired, :<

heehee. Just back from the Aband Chalet,
I didnt repay my sleep debt.
I went to Gran's & didnt sleep at all.
then *poof* its monday, and there's school. :/
Guess Im not ever going to now. :X

Initially wanted to emo through the chalet, since its by the sea.....
but I ended up laughing till I got a sore throat.
Karma on the rise, and I'm sorry ! :X

2nd week of school .
Im still late. :/ *kicks myself*

Bright spot on the horizon, its TUESDAY TMR! :D
My day-off! ^^

anyway, lets all have a good week ahead!~ :D
잘자요! 파이팅!

내가 왜 아직도 그것에 대해 생각을 한거지?

2010-10-18T08:29:00.000-07:00

hello~

Its the first day of school! ^.^

Well, it was quite depressing. HA.
We started off with a module that has something to do with Math & Physics.
Imagine my pain. :/
It felt like Voldemort just shouted "OBLIVATE" in my face,
I totally forgot everything.

Then to make things worse, we had Law II next.
HEH.
Imma going to sue my brother if he dares to eat my sweets again.
Wasnt really paying attention,
cos Lect's humour really CMI.

I shall sleep at 1130 tonight to keep myself awake for the long day tmr! ;D
Lets be punctual, and listen well in class! ;3

Praying hard,
and looking forward to SS3. heeheehee~
Looking at my tumblr and stalking the fansites makes me go crazy.
I really need "I wanna Love you" by Eunhae STUDIO VERSION!
the one that Im listening to has fans screams in it!!!! :/

Alright, GBU.

2010-10-04T08:16:00.002-07:00

Why can't I just slack at home with a peace of mind?
I keep feeling so guilty that I'm wasting time.....
I know I skipped work, but I will go to work tmr~!
Moreover, its because I'm not feeling well. .___.

& there's nothing to study for what! :<
I can't even watch my videos nicely.

I even cleared out my wardrobe cos of my guilt. HAHA.
What's wrong?

Worrywart.
Worrying does not change anything. So why am I so worried? :X

2010-09-27T10:32:00.000-07:00

Reynard came to play! :D

& besides playing & quarreling with that 3 year old,
I did nothing fun. :/
HA, what a life. (Y)

ANYWAY,
I stopped having those dreams alr!
I guess that was exam stress then, always having nightmares,
and waking up in the middle of the night......
Chest pains, giddy-ness...Pimples. -.-

So glad to be able to sleep in now! :>
Aish, my incurred sleep debt is more than the national debt of S'pore. HAHA.
Living my life without aim now, fruitlessly,
waiting for nothing......

oh, results will be out on the 4th. :<
& SIP. :<
There's nothing that I can do to.
Depressing.

Overflowing Emotions.
What do you call that? Jealousy?

We are. are We?
Its like I don't you anymore.

2010-09-21T09:31:00.000-07:00

yay!
Class BBQ tmr!

Sand. sun. Sea. :D

2010-09-20T11:51:00.000-07:00

Recently, I have taken a very laid back and 'bochap' role in life.
Go with the flow, blend into the background.
Stuff like that are my new motto in life.
Do what I must, do what I have to do, & keep my mouth shut.

pretty anti-social uh?
What else? I'm tired of the happy facade.
Always expecting so much from me,
sometimes, I wonder, am I working so hard for myself or for you all.

There are so much things to say.
But, to who?

2010-09-20T07:00:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

its the official first day of my holidays, and I am BORED. :/
stayed at home the whole day.
Should have checked my phone!!!! >.<
In the end, didnt go out, and really so bored!

There's no shows to watch.....
No games to play.....

2010-09-18T09:41:00.000-07:00

Honorable Mention of the Day: CHUA BINNI
HAHA, Never used to care about her, but recently, she went to China.
HAHAHHAHA. Makes me really envious, and jealous! :P LOL.

Eat well and Sleep well! :D
You will survive it!

& because of this, I really want to go study abroad too!
Away from Singapore, away from all these......
Without a care, without stress.
Sounds very fun right! :>
Well, of course there will be loneliness, but no worries,
I will gladly take solidarity as training.

I SOOOOOO BADLY WANT TO LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND.

Whom will I be in 5 years time?
23 years old? and?
Studying? Jobless?
Time to really plan out my next phase of life.
So....What do I want from my Life?

2010-09-18T09:34:00.000-07:00

I overslept today. :<
& Missed ABand.

Should have waken up when the alarm rang! >.<

So instead, I slacked my day away at home.
After lunch @ cwp.
I played badminton with my brothers. so as usual, I'm the one being bullied.
and got lesser turns.
However, it was still fun :D
Its really fun to exercise together! HAHA. Maybe we can go jogging tooooo~

I'm quite pleased with the "recognition" though.
Should have known.
AISH.
W. E. A. K. L. I. N. G.

2010-09-16T09:43:00.000-07:00

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Its holidays now! :D
Im so happy that I cant sleep!
HA, if I had this energy while studying,
maybe I will get 4 for my GPA!

HEH HEH~
Ok, I really want to get a good GPA......
pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeee.

Holidays.
I dont know when school starts! LOL.
Holidays means have to work harder~

and seriously, today's paper was horrible.
I feel so suaku! Cos I dont know the 6 stars hotels in Singapore~ ><
and the Tamil newspaper.
I wrote MUGABE instead. LOL~
he's the zimbawe president. -.-
I'm hoping that the one marking the paper wont laugh :X

I going to watch allllllll the shows that I missed.
Till I go crazyyyy,
Cheerios~ :>

Nice not Nice not?! :D
I <3 Band!

2010-09-15T05:19:00.001-07:00

I don't really like what I'm hearing now.
I won't say anything, because I'm definitely biased.
Whatever, My stand is firm.
Its just PR, wrapping up the whole saga in a nice, bright and colorful wrapping paper called selfishness and hypocritical.

2010-09-15T05:03:00.000-07:00

Tmr's the last paper~ hahahaha!
yay! :D

Ok, a bit late, all the others had already finished. TT_TT
Slowpoke.

& I haven been really concentrating! :/
Always drifting about the house, not sitting down and really reading.
even if im reading, its like nothing register in my mind.
TSK.

k, shall start at 830pm! :D
Though its the last paper, I dont feel the excitement, dont feel the need to do well, dont want to study....its like devoid of emotions....LOL.
something like that.......

God, I woke up again today in the morning. -.-
Really losing sleep, keep waking up over nonsensical dreams.
So you wont leave me alone uh?
ok, this morning's dream was super weird, HAHA. I dreamt of SNSD's seohyun.
LOL.

anyway.
I so badly need a getaway.

P/S: Lets go fly kite!
who wanna go fly kiteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?~ :>

2010-09-11T05:08:00.001-07:00

Had been having weird dreams lately,
ok, maybe they are classified as nightmares. :/

I'll always wake up during those dreams.
Which means, I AM LOSING SLEEP! TT__TT

Wonder why.... Maybe I am depressed or something. HA.
I used to really go into a deep deep sleep, so what's happening!

Accounts. I really cant do cash flow statements and all that.
I cant wait for it to be overrrrr!
And theres 14 chaps for PR.

Zzzzz.

And I didnt help out in anything.
That makes me feel worse.
I dont know, I just can imagine the scene in my head now.
Such a wrong time.

Which side will you stand on?

Really need a Holiday badly.....
Its 11 sept.

2010-09-04T06:24:00.000-07:00

Dont know what I am doing now.
Need to go study. NOW.

A-yo 's on repeat now! :D

2010-08-29T19:57:00.000-07:00

3 weeks, just 3 more weeks, and I will be happy again! :D
Ok, Maybe just after today, I will be HAPPY.

I figured out that why Im so depressed is hugely linked to the IT project.
I totally suck at IT.
Moreover, with combing factors like PMS and my beloved Lect's unreasonable demands.

Yes. I shall be a happy kid in about 2 hours time. :>

Cheerios~

Now, I am transparent.

2010-08-29T07:48:00.001-07:00

I feel the change.
Praise the Lord.

Something which I really cannot comprehend is really bugging me a lot.
I think I am seriously mentally derailed.

My shoulders are aching so much, even yoko yoko is useless. :/
And When my momma was concerned over my mental health,
trying to strike up a conversation with me,
I brushed her off.

What the hell is wrong here?

Too Emotional, Not good.

2010-08-28T08:39:00.000-07:00

what's with all this crying nowadays?
The stronger me seemed to have fallen prey to the depression that's lurking around all over.....
Survival of the fittest.

But.
so easily, the tears came down too easily.

I can literally feel the pain in my chest,
is that the pain that they always say?
My head's spinning, and the tears are falling.

Is that how people always faint because they are so overwhelmed by grief?

I don't know.
I don't even know myself now.

There are always heroes and villians in a story, not to mention the damsel in distress.
Im thankful, so thankful, for my confidante! :D
Always there for me.......
I LOVE YOU!

2010-08-25T11:14:00.000-07:00

YAY!
Im done with my research paper!!!!!!
Whooooo~

now, its time for some serious studying.
from tmr, LOL.

Im so tireddddddddddddd, its like i've just squeezed my brains dry.
LOL.
My poor brains.

did i tell you about how i always think that something is eating my brains when i get those head-banging migraines?

Wheeeeeeeeee~
Shall study hard from tmr onwards, and get a good enough GPA Grade!
Good night!
or morning?

2010-08-25T08:45:00.001-07:00

somehow, Im dreading the visit back nao. :/

2010-08-22T05:09:00.000-07:00

Expression is over!
Thank you to all those who came down to support us!
Seeing the seats being filled, and hearing the applause.......
it makes all the effort that we put in worthwhile.

Though its gone in a flash, the memory will last for a longer time I guess. :D
It all happened so fast, I don't even have the time to slowly take in everything.
Guess that is how things work, the shorter it is, the lesser you have, the more you will treasure it!

This is my favourite part of the concert!
The lightstick! :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~
Guess why I chose blue? HEH HEH HEH.

Saw our dearest long lost Ms Wee. :D
LOL, got the feeling that the tchers were more touched than ourselves.

Now, the date 21 August 2010 will have a special place in many of our hearts....

* I didn't take a lot of photos! -.-
What was I doing all this while?????

Yes, concert's over.....
gotta start gearing up for revision! :X
I have not started on anything yet!
*P-A-N-I-C* \o/

HAHA, yes, I will start after I finish my drama!
5 more episodes to go!
GO GO!

2010-08-20T07:18:00.000-07:00

TOMORROW! :>

2010-08-19T08:22:00.000-07:00

http://theuglydance.com/?v=yrfscobyqg

HAHA.
That made my day!
My nose ran away, and it never came back.
Feeling feverish now. :/

Hope I wont fall sick......

2 days to Expression!

2010-08-16T09:20:00.001-07:00

KYA!
CABBAGE! <3

Its monday alr! :/
5 Days to Expression.

2010-08-15T05:52:00.000-07:00

2010-08-14T06:47:00.000-07:00

I waited for the bus for 40mins.
It was such a long time, as I sat there with the rain pouring down in torrents,
and reflected upon the recent happenings.
I was really depressed.

SS3 tonight in Seoul! :D
Something to lighthen the mood and put the day right!

Feels like I'm there nao~ LOL.
My FB, Twitter and Tumblr are ALL Flooded with live updates,
tmr I shall go watch all the fancams and laugh like some mad girl :D

I cant wait for SS3 to come to Singapore! :>

P/s: I am going to put CABBAGE as my favourite Veggie now.

OKAY. ME.WANT.DOG.TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

2010-08-14T06:37:00.001-07:00

Why are you doing this?
How can anybody be so selfish?

2010-08-13T09:56:00.001-07:00

I dont know how to write a decent research paper! :/

Totally no mood.
All because of you.
I cant write anything now! :/
And Im behind schedule.

(T-T)

2010-08-11T09:44:00.001-07:00

KYA! :D

everytime I watch Khuntoria's WGM,
It will leave me in this state~
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~

HAHA.
WHY SO CUTE! :D

2010-08-09T10:36:00.000-07:00

Anybody can tell how close they are. :/

Ha, a busy period, yet I just want to stay at home and hide from the world.
I might have been a hermit crab in my past life.
Me. Is. Anti. Social.

Its so tough. living is so tough.

2010-08-08T05:15:00.000-07:00

I have been too emotional these days. hmmmmm.
I was so touched by the blog post! :X HA.

There is so much to say, but when Im here,
its like I cant speak anymore,
A depressing week for me.........
There's no band, ha, even worse. I slept at home. :/
I have tons of work to do, need to study for the exams....
but Im just not doing it.
What the heck is wrong?

The day is nearing.
I am getting more and more nervous :/
13 days only!

Anyway, hooked on the f(x) album now.
Its slowly growing on me. HAHA.

2010-08-01T08:30:00.000-07:00

I had a lovely weekend! :D
Sat was fun cos of Band. HAHA.

I will try not to be late! :/
I found that the alumni are all taking cab to school uh,
helping the economy. (Y)

Anyway, the concert is like 3 weeks away only~
& Cant say I can play well. LOL.
My 'smoking' skills are quite great I think :/

We went to eat & play badminton after band.
Omg, I'm OLD. O-L-D.
HAHA. Im sore and aching now~
But I love the perspiration dripping and endorphin raging feeling. :D

Its miraculous how we always spend at least a good 12 hours tgt every saturday.
LOL.
From 830 - 130
That's a solid 15 hours together.
Never running out of topics, though the Karma level is always up and rising.

Had a nice long chat with Alice and Lina.
Gossip centre.

From the past till now,
I have done a lot of things in band recklessly......
Thank God for all the understanding people,
& well the not-so-understanding people..
I dont really mind now. :D

I feel the love~

Its great to hear that we are " overbooked ".
We will show the best side of us~
Look at us. :>

2010-07-26T20:07:00.000-07:00

When you were there lamenting about everyone else in the whole wide world but yourself, have you ever once stop and wondered, and reflect on your own actions ?

I have learnt.....
When we made false accusations on people, we must first get all the facts right, and check that we haven not commited the same mistake before... saying it out all bluntly.
Only then, We can say it out loud and without any holding back.

Young & Ignorant I was, If I could turn back time.....
If I had known,
If I had more EQ then.

Regrets, but that shall be an important learning lesson for me.
& now, I stare at people's childish comments and wonder when they will ever realize, and take up the responsibility of their words.

Oh, the confidence that you elude.....
wonder where it came from.
ADMIRATION.

2010-07-21T06:36:00.000-07:00

Found myself wandering back to the balcony again and again.
Whenever I see carrots on the table, I will think of you again.
I thought of sharing the apple with you.

If I had loved you more......

Are you really dead?

2010-07-20T07:44:00.001-07:00

my baby had left me.
Rest in peace my dear,
I know I haven been the best owner you can ever get,
Im sorry for not taking good care of you.

Thank you for bringing so much joy to my life,
please be happy, in the land of sunflower seeds and biscuits.

Well, believe it or not, I sort of like got this feeling that she will be leaving me soon, I even have mentally prepared the box to keep her in.
No matter how prepared I was, It was still a great blow to me.

Well, it was about time. Nonetheless, I'll miss you.

Cried torrents, now my eyes hurt. :/
omg.
Life is so depressing. My hammy.

2010-07-19T21:54:00.000-07:00

Accounts :/

Sometimes I feel that maybe Earth is not the right place for me.
My Aliens parents are out there, looking for me too. :)

HAHA.
I hope their planet is cool!

2010-07-19T07:27:00.000-07:00

Even you can't cheer me up today.
No la, dont feel bad.
YOU ARE THE BEST! :D ME (L) YOU.

The silent tears were making its way down even before I knew it.
Its too hard.
I feel like I'm losing faith in humans.

2010-07-18T08:12:00.000-07:00

Its TAEMIN birthday! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

LOL. I find myself getting more and more cyber.
Can remember all their birthdays, but not my own friends. HAHA.
Negative impact. HA. All that globalisation.

I miss Chris lo, GLOBALISATION. (Y)
seems like im not putting in enough effort in my studies.
Why!?
Time for some self-reflection.

2010-07-18T02:26:00.001-07:00

APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize at
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

2010-07-16T07:14:00.000-07:00

No Other~ :D
I see Leeteuk nd heechul trying to talk to each othr! :D
HAHAHAAH~ Happy boys = Happier Fans. (L)

2010-07-15T19:48:00.000-07:00

Clarinet solo <3

2010-07-15T19:37:00.000-07:00

How superficial and selfish can a person get ?
How far can a person go?
How much can you give?

Till the time comes when I'm able to give just as much, I will not make any adverse comment.

Guide me through this.

Just a sidenote;
I really wonder how you make it so far,
Lady Luck must be shinning on you.
But, She might just leave some day.
or maybe its because you are overshawdowed, and kept afloat by others,
one day, when you are to stand by your own.......

Advice?
GO READ SOME BOOKS.

2010-07-15T06:56:00.000-07:00

Hello! :D
Im in a super duper good mood today. :)

Wonder why,
haven been so happy for a while now!
Well, I hope this lasts!

I talked so much in school today. :)
Hope you had an equally nice day too!

2010-07-14T23:34:00.000-07:00

myblacksmile @donghae861015 you went to Thailand?? …..2

donghae861015 @myblacksmile are you joking!! hehehe

Heedictator @donghae861015 you went to Thailand?

donghae861015 @Heedictator ㅋㅋㅋ are you joking/kidding?!!

Heedictator @donghae861015 you idiot , you should say where you are going ㅋㅋnext time tell me ..

Heedictator: ah.. so bored but there’s noone to meetㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

donghae861015 @Heedictator cant you see that there isnt a person at home?? and the worst part is that, that person is your dongsaeng hehehehehehe am i more worthless than a cat? when you dont see your cat for a while you always go looking for it hehe

Heedictator @donghae861015 ofcourse i wouldnt know if there isnt a person in the house !! because i dont go back home!!ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋtsk .. have can you be more worthless than a cat(-┏) then you should walk on 4 legs too, then i’ll go and find you everyday

special1004 :Sukira’s new banner! thank you! http://twitpic.com/257wcd

special1004: kekeke http://twitpic.com/2580zc

special1004: with the new banner!! trying to act cute….ㅋㅋ http://twitpic.com/2581mq

AllRiseSilver: http://twitpic.com/2581d0 a new banner is hereeeeeeeeeeeee!!^0^ every night, from 10pm ~12am lets be together~ Super Junior’s Kiss the Radio!!!!!

donghae861015 @special1004 teukie hyung [older brother] i miss you ….

ShinsFriends @donghae861015 what is this.. did you go somewhere??

special1004 @donghae861015 hurry up and come !!! im very busy, have to stay up all night and then have to go out again after that .. ㅠㅠ

Credits to : @donghae861015 @myblacksmile @Heedictator @special1004 @ShinsFriends @AllRiseSilver
Translated by : teukiebiased@Sapphirepearls
TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS

HYAHAA. HOW THEY MADE MY DAY.
Poor donghae, now he has to act like a cat for heechul to love him.
Heechul is (Y).

2010-07-14T04:00:00.000-07:00

This is <3.
Written and composed by DONGHAE! :D
Awwwww. trying to make me swutch bias right! :/
HAHAAH~ Luckily my teukie is in the MV too! :D
As cute as ever! :D

LOVE YA!

2010-07-12T04:53:00.000-07:00

OOPS.
before I forget, something for my HUIMIN. (L)

2010-07-12T04:46:00.000-07:00

TA-DAHH!
I believe that, and that's why Im always quite busy.
HAHA. The busier I get, the CRAPPIER I get. HA.
LOL. thus, HAPPIER = CRAPPIER.

I feel my age.
I wonder why, I wonder how! How a 18 year old can suffer from shoulders so stiff and back aches, when she is supposed to be running all over the place.
haiyo.

I feel your pain.

Who else to make things perfect on a lovely day like this?

P/S : SPAIN WON! (Y)
& I thought I saw my spanish buyer on TV, the solar panel on flats news. :X

2010-07-11T08:08:00.000-07:00

Another MUTIZEN Award! :D
Chukahae~
& Yes, I will only look at you. (L)

Guessed who smiled like a happy angel today ?
hmmmm, Im Jealous! (TT_TT)

There are so many rumours flying about, and after watching the Happy Together show,
Im PARANOID.
Whatever he does, I will think that its a love mission. :/
FML.

DONT LIKE THAT LEH! :'(

Will berating yourself like this help change the outcome?
Come on, the world doesnt stop this way.
Stop putting all the blame on yourself. :D

2010-07-10T06:04:00.000-07:00

KYA! :D

Caught Despicable Me today,
wow oh wow, it was (Y). Im serious! :D
Its so funneh, LAUGH UNTIL~~~
Haha, it was so touching toooooo~
GO AND WATCH AH! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEECHUL! (L)

2010-07-09T07:07:00.001-07:00

WOO~ 1st Win No Other~ :D
Happy kids! :D

Speech day's tmr~ :D
this will be my 6th speech day @ WGS.
HAHA~ how time flies~~~~~

2010-07-08T08:14:00.000-07:00

last minute.
FML.

seriously, the projs are slowly killing me.
& my wonderful IT grades.
I cant believe it, its horrible.
IT AH IT, dont like that leh~

please~~~~

2010-07-07T11:33:00.000-07:00

omg, i cant stop watching no other mv!

ahhahahaa~
They are so sweet luh~

Imagine a guy going all around collecting pictures of hearts for you.
Not to mention its leeteuk doing it.

or tie the ring to the balloons, and give it to you .
omg.

Or sticking up the papers to form a heart.

tsk tsk tsk.
killing so many fangirls.

2010-07-07T06:59:00.000-07:00

GOD OH GOD.
Im was 6 hours late~ :/
HAHAHAHAHAH~

this is their newest MV,
Good or not!?

HAHAHAHA! :D

Seriously, I think teuk's red jeans is too tight, LOL.
might suit heechul more!~

but, he looks good in anything he wears!
Like a 'clothes-hanger'. :D
Fangirling now! .

Shall watch the match between spain and germany tonight with my brother .
and meanwhile, shall do my long overdue work :/

love ya! :D

2010-07-05T20:06:00.000-07:00

Its amazing how they all wear the same clothes,
yet all look so stunning individually. :D
No Other~

KangIn went to Army. :/

When the 10 of them walked towards him.....

2010-07-02T07:10:00.001-07:00

omg omg omg!
they look so happy~ It makes me happy tooo.
their smiles are really infectious. :D
Look, Im smiling like :D for the past half an hour while replaying this video over and over again~

why are they SOOOOO HAPPPPPPPIIIIIEEEEE ?
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

All the grumpiness earlier had disappeared! :D
LOVE YOU!

2010-07-01T22:06:00.000-07:00

i dont get it, i seriously dont get it.
were you so confident?
or you are just plain lazy?

omg, i need a safe place to rant.
F you all.

what were you doing all these while?
tell me.

2010-07-01T04:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEETEUK!!!

YEAH, ITS LEETEUK BIRTHDAY TODAY~
HE'S 28! :D

happy happy happy naoooooo~
because its your birthday!!!! ~ :D

2010-06-30T05:42:00.000-07:00

AWWWWW~
the event's over~ :/
I will miss my buyer~ LOL.

now, something to look forward to - SCHOOL. (-___-)
dont feel like going to school at all lo~
Slacking too much these days. :/

BYE~

2010-06-29T07:45:00.001-07:00

happy to hear KangIn again! :D
Come back soooooon!~

&& this~ Was composed by.....LEETEUKK! :D

2010-06-28T08:26:00.000-07:00

Version C is out! Should I buy???????
Looking as suave as ever, edward teuk.

*mental note* CATCH ECLIPSE!

hello~

my new skin is KYUTEEEEE right? HAHAHA.
Seemed that I need more excitement in my life~ HAHA.

Anyway, started the SIWW event.
Today was....WAITING & WAITING & WAITING.
Waited for them the whole day. HA.

Slack? But had a great time slacking! :D
Doubt tmr we will have the time to slack,
I will act like im some smartass tmr, and pretend I understand everything that
they are talking about. LOL.

hope its not too boring! :D
-.- wastewater treatment.

My buyer smells real good! HHAHAHAA~
They dont believe me leh~
only Cass, cos she smelled him too! ;P

WHO WHAT HUH WHY FUZZY WAZZY.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
nights!
Gonna sleep early, so I will wake up fresh tmr.
& Not fall asleep unglamly on the train.

Btw, Im constipated. :/

2010-06-26T06:40:00.000-07:00

-----"Don't talk to me because you're "bored." I'm not here to entertain you. And don't come to me only when you need a favor. I don't like being used. Just get the fuck away cause i'm not going to be your last resort. I want someone to talk to me because they sincerely want to. Those kind of people are worth my time. " Quoted from C's Tumblr!

This is so true......
the disappointment; sometimes is too much to bear.

JT got a boyfriend!
WTF!!!

Holidays are ending!
SIWW!
I got a Spanish guy !
I can tag around him for 4 days! HA.
Hope he's fun! ;D

2010-06-22T06:38:00.000-07:00

This is bad.....
Im glued to the computer......
& There's a lot of stuff to be done.

Tutorials....
SIWW.....
SIP.....
Work......
And what am I doing here?
-.-

Seriously, I need to get a grip on myself.

2010-06-15T07:29:00.000-07:00

If Im going to write a wishlist now.
Number 1 will be : I WANT TO GO TO SUPER SHOW 3!
Please, Irene Ang, BRING IT TO SPORE! :D:D:D:D:D:D

2010-06-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

PICTURE OF THE DAY. :D
I LOVE BAND LIKE THIS.

2010-06-11T10:47:00.000-07:00

;D EXAMSSSSS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Even the air smells fresher now! :D
Went back to WGS for Aesthetic Night.....
Didnt pay attention to the content, but more of crapping with my long lost darlingsssss.
Set up more appointments to fill up my holidaysssss! ;>
Life's good now!

I must enjoy this short & miserable 2 weeks....
Recharge, and go back to school with more energy! :>

I have been thinking a lot over what she said.....
I admit....I was wrong.
I'm Sorry.........

2010-06-05T04:23:00.000-07:00

Had a great day at school revising with clmates. :>
Finished IT Revision! :D
HAHA. Think Im gonna fail though, without them for me to ask! :<

Anyway, then I studied with Vivian & Cass! :D
Ended up talking more than studying, but, its ok!

I will study seriously now, after I off my lappy. HA.

I should go study......

2010-05-31T07:47:00.001-07:00

oh! the stuffing of food in your face, the oh-so-sick squealing, and yea, the you think you are so weak & delicate.

I was glad of the sudden outburst today.
It just came out, was I irritated all this while, and covered it up?
God, Ang Shi Mei, sometimes, I dont know what you are thinking at all.

2010-05-31T05:03:00.000-07:00

I have got blood all over my legs! :/
Who knows so much blood will flow out from that little cut. :<

Anyways..
I have not studied for the examsssssss!
*PANIC*
yeah, I shall go revise now! :/

MUST PULL UP GPA!

SO WHO made the disciplined ShiMei abandon her notes and come online?
Tsk, You.

LOL. That chokerrrrrrr~

2010-05-30T06:25:00.001-07:00

Shit, Once I on my Laptop,
My poor notes gets neglected :<
I need to FOCUS! :D

I HATE MY BROTHER! :)

2010-05-29T06:10:00.000-07:00

I need to put more effort into studying.
Gotta work harder!

..See ya soon..
..Cant wait for the hols..

2010-05-26T07:18:00.001-07:00

Ignorance is bliss they say.
But I pity the one who dont know what's going on in the world outside.

someday, when you finally realised, I hope that you can still speak this loud,
with all the AIRS that you have now.
Btw,its enough to fill 10 hot air ballloons.....
maybe then Dorothy wont know the lion. :>

Now I know why......
underneath it all, I can see the power of your authoritarian behaviour.
You maneuvered the chess pieces around to get everything off your shoulders.
HA! Im observant, yes?

You talk BIG.
You dont see the point at all.

You must compare an apple with an apple!
Now,
I attain enlightenment.......I see the ugly truth.

OK! Enough rantings.
I <3 YOU ALL~

2010-05-24T07:48:00.000-07:00

Im amazed how Narcissitic people can get.
Enveloped in their little bubble filled with only them, them, and yes, THEM.
You should take a walk in the outside world sometimes.

I have fully understood the meaning of "too much on your plate" phrase.
You can do what you want to your life, but when its hindering innocent passerbys, then you should start reflecting, and do some corrective orders right?

Finally,
I pray for you to recover your money, and that in turn will mean that I will get mine. I shall abolish the thought that you are trying to run away from us, and I will not assume based on your actions.
Please, now that I have "Purified" my thoughts of you,
you wont want to taint your image in my mind further.

I assure you, It will be unpleasant.
Defaming people is my second hobby

What else to cheer people up on a lousy day like this?

2010-05-23T09:50:00.000-07:00

Hail Queen Victoria Delilah Kaylin Long'er Long Sha Sha Park !

Im getting too stressed out. :<
2nd year seems to be tougher than ever.
the tutorials come BAM right in your face in STACKS.
HA .

I keep attaching the damn bloody wrong files to the wrong email ,and sending to the wrong people.

Maybe its just my brains.
They are too busy thinking of you. :>

P/s: I have MULTIPLE BRAINS.

Now that my eyes are uncovered from wistful thinking and assumptions, I shall work harder, as I see the light.

2010-05-22T06:24:00.000-07:00

showed this kumon kid of mine BONAMANA~!
hahahahahaa.
im hoping that she gets influenced!

WTHJSDNJDMFDJFFD.
SUPER JUNIOR MIGHT BE COMING!!!!
But it will be some private concert, must buy the bloody phone! :<
$1000 LEH!

Waliao eh, then we must go airport and screammmmmmmmmmmmmmm alr lo :<
" Teukie oppa !SARANGHAEYO! "
.________.

BLAH.

went back to WGS today! POC!
Danial's speech was (Y). haha.
just like how a BM should be! :>

time flies uh?

2010-05-21T08:33:00.000-07:00

they won!

Look at the radiance!
Greek God.

hmmmm, was thinking about going back to main band in the morning while stoning on the train.
The band days........
no doubt was a huge part of my secondary school life.
Good and Bad.
seemed like there were more bad.

nonetheless, you know I still <3 the band.
~~Not as much as SUPER JUNIOR though. HA!~~

2010-05-20T06:06:00.000-07:00

booooo!
This is what my edward cullen looks like :D

its Graduation period! :D
Feels good seeing all those Graduates filin around in the robes. :D
Looks like Harry Potter's movie. LOL. :D

it must have felt good to graduate.
Mine's in approx. 1.5 years. HA. :<
cool not! Im graduating soon! :D

My mommie says she would buy a bunch of sunflowers for me on that day! WOO! ~

HAHAHAHA.
Till then.....

Beneath those words, lies greater insights.
I get it.

2010-05-19T06:42:00.000-07:00

hello world,

AM I BIPOLARIC?
one moment Im joking and laughing,
the next moment, I can cry.

Slipping into depression is it?
hhahahahaaa.

today is more of the happy virus attack.
Well, the connection sucks, and I cant see teukie live.
It keeps getting cut off.

Oh well.......
needa study for IT tmr.

When i talk a lot, goes to show that my day had been decent.
not good, just decent.

I will write two thousand words here when the dinosaur gives me money.
Im serious.

Cheerios!

2010-05-18T08:52:00.001-07:00

You must have thought that Im eating and living well .
I might just breakdown from all the stress you know?

I left, with tears streaming down my face. But who ever knows?
Tremendous pressure....and you are not helping

2010-05-16T01:33:00.001-07:00

2010-05-14T03:42:00.001-07:00

DROOL PEOPLE, DROOL.

2010-05-11T20:53:00.000-07:00

HOT OR NOT!
spot leeteuk! he's the topless one! omg.

*FAINTS*

Why are they so hot?!!!!?

impressive.

2010-05-11T08:14:00.000-07:00

hello people,
focus on leeteuk's arms.
*DROOL*
So muscular! WOO~ someone has been working out! :D
Check out the abs!

The MV will be released tmr!
meanwhile, Im dying from the suspense.
CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA!

2010-05-10T07:02:00.000-07:00

Felt a strong Deja Vu just now, after the phone call with Shiyan.
So its really fate then?

the dream was like a few years ago?
Hmmmmm.
Shall research Deja Vu. COOL.

ANYWAY~~~~~
BONAMANA ROCKS~
Have you heard?
I got it for you! :D
its herrrrrreeeeee.

sounds like indian song, bollywood, african whatever.
ITS NICE. :D:D:D:D:D
Cos its SUPER JUNIORS'.
LOL~
Being super biased here, but the song really grows on you.
I was a lil disappointed when I heard it in the morning,
but after close to a day of bonamana-ing, I THINK THAT ITS GREAT! :D

Enjoy! :D

speaking about Prim and proper,
dont you realise that we are being super diplomatic to you, and that we are equally "prim & proper" to you!?!?!?
stop bragging about something that everyone in the whole world can do.
when its only YOU, who dont have the sense to do it.

tyvm,
pay me my MOOLAH.

2010-05-08T05:12:00.000-07:00

2010-05-07T00:14:00.000-07:00

omg. they are like HOT.
New album coming out!
TEASER~~~~~~~

*FAINTS*
omgomgomgomgomgomogmogmomgomg.
they have just shortened my lifespan.

2010-05-03T08:02:00.000-07:00

how can you not like him?
Angel!:D
He's real & alive you know!?
HAHAHAA. COS HE HAS A TWITTER ACCOUNT!
&&&& HE TWEETS!
hahahahhaa. *FAINTS*

So happyyyyyyyy!
P/s: I knew it! You were waiting for my daily dose of leeteuk right?
HAHAHA .
사랑합니다!

2010-04-29T07:30:00.000-07:00

Im 18years and 1 day old,
I shall try to lead my live with more responsibility,
be nicer to people and animals,
uphold some morales and to pay attention in class.

Its great to be 18! :D

Im blessed with great friends that made my day.
Thankyou Lina, Beekian, Binni, Huimin, Guangjin, Yeeliang, dingren, steph! :D
DEPM 02! :D
& all those well wishes in FB. ;D

Thankyouuuuuuuuuuuu!

2010-04-19T05:13:00.000-07:00

first day of schooooool.
q.__.p

Good Morning class, ok, lets look at the module overview.
& SHE STARTED.
OMG. First day.

Public Relations and marketing is going to be another self-study module.
The Lecture hall is too packed, the indian woman cant control us, its no use.
even screaming into the mike and saying racist jokes doesnt help.
she lost us.

Cheers!

2010-04-17T06:58:00.000-07:00

Im pleasanly surprised.
after so long......

2010-04-13T09:04:00.000-07:00

LOL

2010-04-13T08:43:00.000-07:00

Im so excited that I cant sleep.
BLAH.
Who says I cant, I will go into a deep slumber once my head touch the pillows.
So what's causing all this excitement ?
TA-DAH! ♥

ME MADE IT. ♥
HAHAHAHAHAH. I ♥ PHOTOSHOP.

Anyhoo, 3 days left.
YAY! I cant wait for it to end.
then I can go back to my normal, peacful yet hectic and crazy life. ♥

I ♥ YOU ALL!

1146, NIGHTS. ♥
잘자요 ♥